arghhh..tensen2..why2?? am i too choosy?? am i ungratefull?? lately people keep telling me the same thing.. "dont play hard to get stuffs".. " jgn memilih sgt".. "why xde bf?? dulu ade org nk tak mau.." i am NOT.. haih.. well.. is there anything wrong for being single?? who says i dun wanna be happy with special one?? how do you know im too choosy?? menolak doesnt mean im to choosy.. people just dont know.. se sayang ni mane boleh pakse2!!..eceyh.. but apepon org nk kate..hehe..its their opinion..mybe they are right maybe they are wrong.. mybe im choosy..but not in negative ways..such as..pilih yg hensem je ke.. if i look at that criteria..mybe dah kapel dah kot..its not that.. for me.. this tyme i wanna make it right.. c'mon r umur dah 20 dah ni!! its not a tyme to play around with this stuffs.. so let me think carefully.. before jump into any relationship without thinking.. i would not want someone that try to change the way i am.. i would not want to be in a relationship without trust.. i would not want a relationship with someone that is completely stranger.. i would not want to risk myfrenship just for an unsure relationship..??
so.. please understand.. yes i am searching for that very special prince of mine but that doesnt mean i want to get into relationship just in a blink of eye.. one day.. god sure send me my guardian angel.. slowly find him .. sure i gotta find him.. but this tyme its not just for a few months relationship..but its for everafter.. so.. cakap ler pe nk cakap.. all i know.. its okay being single rather than just jump into unsure relationship n make a mess in my life~