Friday, July 31, 2009

gossipp VS starlight..???

ape ke merepek daaa..
aku ngn tut.........
tpi aku phm je if nape perkare ni jadi isuuuuu..
yela kan..haihhh..
aku lak sme pon lynnnnnnn jeeeeeee..
kawan je ponn relakzz sudepp..
tpi not lyn more than frens kk..ngn speciall cre aku len sgt222222...
sayeww dah ade not looking for any other starlight..
well..a bit takut starlight hilang..
actually bukan a bit la..
mybe if hlg starlight ni..2 thn akan dtg bru jpe starlight len.. xmauu=(
ingt sng nk cri starligt heh??
do you think its easy to replace something that is already perfect for me..

  • finish degree-mech engine (automotif)
  • baek!
  • setie
  • matured yg ok..not too childish..nott too matured..
  • he's cute!
  • im his angel..he said that ok! not mee=p
  • keimanan yg ok-certain laki sgt dasttt..uishh
  • he wants what i want..-same mind level about certain stuffs
  • independent-can surviveee
  • so00 sweet cam guleee -only with me..=p
the one main reason is...
  • he wishes things that i really wish for in my future..
i dun think that this can be easily beat by others..
its very hard to replace a starlight that i had choose..
kalau kite nak pilih permata dlm kace..
kite dah amek usehe yg sgttttt la byk ..tgn drh2..snggup amek risiko..
bile dah dpt permate tu..
ko rase aku nk sng2 je ke gi search balik dlm kace tu nk cri permate laen..
nak2 kalo aku dah rase permate tu perfect tuk akuu..
its not that easy..
if aku rase permate tu bukan tuk aku..
ko ingt aku leyh terus rush2 gi cri dlm timbunan kace tu balik ke..
sakett wooo..
it takes timeee lerrr..

dun judge me tooo early..
but x slh pon kalo org pk gtu..
just renung2kn lerrr..
do you really know sape elyanayazmin nii..
n do you know how to differentiate the way i treat special person in my life compared to my frenz??

muchh22222 better than i treat my frenzz la..but aku lyn kwn aku cam adek beradek pee..ok la kan..=p

now special tol2 xdeee..
starlight is just something yg blom tentu future nye..
we are just frens at the moment..
but he is an option which i dun wanna let goo..
if i coulf..
just one word asking me to stay..ill make him the most special personnn in my life..
mr starlight~
tpiii lmbt lagy jd special pon takpe..
bru 20..sape kte aku nk ade hubungn perkapalan tu..
just a promise to wait sdh..
beh stadyy luuu..ngam2 die stable his life..
then we see la what god arrange for my future..
i just wait..
although there tons of fish in the sea..
i will test the sea first..

sankiuu mr starlight..we gonna keep movin on n see what life have for us..
what ever it is in the future..i dun regret knowing you n make you a starlight..
all i wanna say is..just pray for the best~

p/s: comparison is easily done once you had a taste of perfection~

Monday, July 27, 2009

5 a.m =)

its 5 a.m in the morning..when i started typing diz etri..nothing much to say..just i couldnt sleep..
which annoys me aaaa LOOOTTT..huhu..
im suppose to have SHE101-Hubungan Etnik early 9.a.m later..sooo..if i sleep..i might over slept i decided not to sleep for today..
I cant sleep..a lot of things in my head..n it annoys me the most when i kept thinking of it..its like a rotation of events thats in the past,future n now..
head to be 20's where need to be thinking most of the time..
why cant i just be a baby or what..??
damn..suddenly my eyes starts to feel sleepy..
i think i should go to bed..but need to iron my baju kurung for tomorrow..
oooo..sleepy eyes..please wake up~

Sunday, July 26, 2009


aku tak tau nk kte aku mrh ke tak..
x mrh..
ape ek yg aku rase ni..

aku dah ler tkde

Thursday, July 23, 2009

Semakin Menarik!!..wahhh. hebat..WOW.=0

huhu..sem ni mcm makin menarik..walaupun keje bertimbun2..namun dgn adenye rakan2 yg sempoi lagi keanak2kan.. hidup semakin terhibur..tiap2 minggu ade je aktiviti..lalallala~..
ha! tak lupe gak ngn junior2 yg uih..mesraaaa..huhuhu..bgs..inilah yg kita mahukan..generasi yg happy gooo lucky..

now ptg2..dpn rumah port tmpt dak farmasi lepak..lalalla..
penuh sungguh area itu dgn bakal2 pemegang lesen farmasi..
dulu kami batch 2008/2009 je yg duk lepak ctu..nowwww..wahhh..
ade lak batch bwh kami..lagi la meriah..hahaha..ceh..pdhl tego pon sket2 je..lalalla..

ape aku merepek ni??
actually aku tgl sowang2 ni kt umah..
sme pon kuar..
starlight kuar (bz x dpt msg..die kol kejap je..)..
adelin n krys kuar..=(
wahhh..rumah ini aku yg punya..hohohoho..

arini..aku bace blog apiz besar..
jadi care aku taip ni pon dah cam gaye die..
antare penceria di ict beliau ni..

xtau nk tulis pe dah..

keje byk tpi maleh buat...

macam mane ini??

sem ni nk target 4.0 lah..
ayh aku kte..kalo dpt 4.0 die beli kete..
cis..tau2 je aku tkkn dpt..tu berani jnji...

sedeyh =(

hahahhaa..pdhl x sdh pon..
hidup mcm bese sdh..
x stress..

walaupon aku png ngn byk perkare..
tpiii...aku ade kwn2 serta keluarge..yg sentiase ade je leyh ceriekan akuuu

jadi..sem ni..insyaAllah semua akn OK!

saye berdoa..
semua sentiase gumbireeee
saye juga berdoa..
saye tak perlu cari starlight laenn..
saye juge berdoa..walao x dpt 4.0..ayh saye nt belikan saye kete..
saye nak ronda2! bersame kwn2 tercintus..
saye mahu kereta manual ya anak2..sbbbbbb...
saye x mau kmhrn manual yg pernah saye belajar lapuk di telan autooo..ki3x
arghh..aku dah merepek..




Friday, July 17, 2009

life is not easy as it seems~

diz taking..

physical pharmacy
medicinal chemistry
dosage form
hubungan etnik
pharmacy management
antimicrobial therapy

interesting subjects but un fortunately..
almost every subjects..have its own assignments..

biochemistry -
forever with the tonnes of lab reports to be done..n the worst part is!.. the counterpart from USM.. damn strict about marking our course work..(think about it i didnt do my lab report yet..DAMN!)..what im worried now is Pn Ariesma seems tak larat already to teach as she is pregnant now..hmm pity her thats why i attend her class this sem =p..

physical pharmacy-
pity our lecturer Mr amir which afraid to gives us lecture due to our passiveness(which indeed not true at all coz he never saw us during cik hezrin class..i bet he wont have a chance to talk..ki3x)..however..physical pharm is also a subject which involve alot of labs (i hate labs...i need to where shoes..waaaa)

medicinal chemistry-
wohoooo..our lecturer..Mr Belal Omar Al Najjar..ki3x..he's cute..tettt!! dun get me wrong..ki3x..
its just during first year i thought he was the student from Arab that will be studying with us..but it turns out he is our lecturer n the student was mahmoud..haih..$#^%$&%^.. diz misunderstanding happened bec..Mr Belal is small in size n have baby sorry mr belal..ki3x..but..uik.get to the point back! well medicinal chemistry is tough..labs, heavy notes, projects n research..which when we need to do research means.. a hell of works to be done..hah!! but i finally got my group members Adelin,syafuan and Adham had agreed to stude about the discovery and development of METHADONE.. methadone is a narcotic analgesic drug..its kind of a morphine..the best can be addictive but it also can help to solve the problems of patient which addict to Heroin (Diamorphine)..wooo! i talk like a student of pharmacy at last..if not i wont know a damn about drugs..even i dun noe the dose for panadol..hahaha~

dosage form..
waaaaaaaa!! we dun have lecturer too teach us..our counterpart from USM had come..but our own lecturer are not here with us now..we didnt start an inch at all..damn..its an important subject..we even have practical exams..the college seems not doing anything about it..i hope by the end of this week we can have our lectures for dosage form..its not a mickey mouse subject.
hmmphh..(cam la pegi kelas sgt if ade kelas pon..ki3x)

hubungan etnik-
SHE 101..interesting subject..but wrong timing,.,it increase the load of work for us..proposal, report,video presentation,

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

ama! aku dah jwb tag hang~

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
= what goes around, comes arou..but if i really do love him..sdh gak..but lntk la..ade yg lebeyh baek untuk daku..xde jdh la tu~ki3x

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
= being rich,being a wife to daniel wuu?? naaa..just hope that can live hepily ever after~

3. Whose butt would you like to kick?
= xde sape2..x ske gado2 ni..x ayu..kahkahkah~

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
= set up a buisness n make more billion dollars n than make a living out of it~

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
= hmm so far nope~

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
= dunno..loving someone is kind of guess loving someone la kot ptt di blessed..ki3x~

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
= enth depends..smpai lebam kot..ki3x..waited b4..3-4 yrs..last2 nothing..but i dun have someone that i love how??

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
= cari laen da..wat pe rebut2..unless die jdh aku but till then let him be~

9. If you like to act with someone, who will it be? Your gf/bf or an actress/actor?
= actor pon xdak=p

10. What takes you down the fastest?
= bile tkde mknn..ki3x~

11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
=,honda accord kt garage umah..with happy family~

12. What’s your fear?
= enth..takut pe eyh? x kawen kot..hahahahaha~

13.What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
= ama?? enth gile2 kot~

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
=aku xmo due2..aku nk option n married happy~

15. What’s the first thing you do when you wake up?
= gi bilik air gosok gigi..~

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
= depends on the guy lor..but still menurut syarak touching2..ki3x~

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
= boleh ke 2 org dlm satu mase?? nope i dun think it will ever just for one la kan..~

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing someone has done?
= forgive but not forget..just being aware~

19. Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
= hmmm...sometimes nk single..sometimes nk relationship..dunno just wait~

20. List 20 people to tag:
= sat r..ki3x..nk pi mkn~

Monday, July 6, 2009

seriusly boring =l

well..first day in penang...hmmm
speechless tul la..
nothing interesting lak..
well kelas esok dah start..
which will be more difficult from last semester..
duit byk beh kt yuran..
well byk la gak beh kt tmpt len...
haih..why ha??
dah tu busan lak..
balik pulau...
gile bosan aku balik cni..xde pe pon..
well as time goes nt dah lepak ngn member...hlg la busan..
terpk lak cne aku survive tmpt yg busan cni..
start stady nt ok la kot..adeyh...
nk buat pe pon tak tau..
dah bese cam brg xde mende nk wat..
nk start blaja pon cam alahai...malas thp dewa dah..

nk ikut dak2 ni kuar aku ade lagi..tkkn nk tgl lak kan..
hope tomorrow gonna be better lak..
kalo x mati busan aku cni..
otak..sile berfungsi..coz kelas dah start esok!!!!
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