Its been a while..
We get hurt. We heal. We survive. We become stronger.
Somehow while healing we lost some parts that makes who we are before.
We might be a fool before but now we are getting smarter..hmm..i guess.
Perhaps for the better.
We might be a fool before but we learnt our mistakes and we rise above all pain and we move forward to a brighter and promising future.
shit.. i don’t know what the hell am i talking about now..
Its been really confusing lately.
Struggling between choices and different plans..
Between dreams and reality.
Somehow i keep confusing myself and worry about the future aheads..
What i want seems to be contradicted with the reality that i need to face..
Am i too greedy?
I guess i am.
i guess i gotta choose, but im too afraid to make the move.
well..i think i already made the move but somehow i keep looking back at the other choice..
Would the other choice be better?
Am i going the right pathway..
someone told me this:
“if you are OK and you are good with what you had decided, why bother to look back, keep moving forward and stick to it but if you see a wall infront of you then only you quickly turn back”
fuhh… lots of things in my mind..and im tired just thinking about it.
I guess if this is my destiny. I will live with it even though it might now be exactly the type of life that i want but its better than nothing.