apesal la sme mnde cam berkaitan??(-_-")

"lagu2 di radio seolah2 memerli aku, pabila..kau bersama yg laen"

haha..tu lagu je weh..
tpi btol la kan..
sme pon cam nk perli..
ngahaha..
ni lagi satu mnde aku dpt kt blog safuan..

aku se translation lagu korea..
eh yeke safuan???
hahha..
tpi..
bermakne..
dulu tu safuan la kan..
tpi now die dah hepy..
tu history dah for him..
now turn aku lak post entri tu..
well situasi die diff la..
but theres still some word or line..
just remind me of somethng..

She is passing me by, getting further away
The girl that I liked so much
With her back turned, she looks back at me
This miserable feeling is like…
But I force it down
Is the man next to you better looking than me?
Even the way you look is so different now

She passes me by, tightly holding his hand
Getting further away, wearing more makeup
There was never a time, since the beginning
I was only ever a convenient friend

I was only ever a comfortable person
My love was only a passing thought

She is passing me by, getting further away
The girl that has become much more beautiful
I can’t even get mad, I’m completely numb
This miserable feeling is like…
But I force it down
Is the man next to you richer than me?
Even the way you look is so different now

What the hell is the difference
between that person and me?
Maybe then, her eyes and her movements
might want me too.
Caught up in my own thoughts
Because her image has become like air and passed me by, my tears fall
Have you tried thinking about me?
Given any thought about me?
The times we stayed together like lovers flying free
I still love you
Seems like I should forget you but when I see the picture that we took together, I can’t ever forget you

What is it I lack that your man has?
I could have been better to you than anyone

She passes me by, tightly holding his hand
Getting further away, wearing more makeup
There was never a time, since the beginning
I was only ever a convenient friend

sape2 nk tgk kt blog safuan..sile tgk lagi cun~

click je kt link ni...SAFUAN

credit 4 safuan!!

p/s: there are moments when, i just want everythng to be erased from my mind when i wake up in the morning..but still..i know..i treasure what is in the past n also whats in the future..

so no biggie..
=)

ok selamat bersahur~

%#$%^$^.. grrrrr

fedup!!!
pe menda la graph neghh!!
pesal scale die pyh tolll!!
tensen!!
tpi tak give up!!
sbb lagi satu jepp!!
ok sambung wat graph..!
=)

jgn tiru aksi ini dirumah..
tarek2 rmbut cam org gile..
eyh2..aku tak wat..
aku waras!
cme aku cmpk pen dan pensel kt meja..
sbb gerammmmmmm
grrrrrrr..
then aku baring2..
sambung balik..

ok now dah wat the last graph!
cmon elyanayazmin!!!

p/s: thanks sani di atas entri ini!!!

http://sanitensai.blogspot.com/2009/08/sani-over-flowersp.html?showComment=1250790192121#c1334092541403940142

pandaiiinyeeee!!! ki3x~

hmm..
ade kwn aku bg lagu ni..

inteam kot tak silap nyanyi lagu ni..

Oh Tuhan, seandainya telah Kau catatkan
Dia milikku, tercipta untuk diriku
Satukanlah hatinya dengan hatiku
Titipkanlah kebahagiaan

Ya Allah, ku mohon
Apa yang telah Kau takdirkan
Ku harap dia adalah yang terbaik buatku
Kerana Engkau tahu segala isi hatiku
Pelihara daku dari kemurkaanMu

Ya Tuhanku, yang Maha Pemurah
Beri kekuatan jua harapan
Membina diri yang lesu tak bermaya
Semaikan setulus kasih di jiwa

Ku pasrah kepadaMu
Kurniakanlah aku
Pasangan yang beriman
Bisa menemani aku
Supaya ku dan dia
Dapat melayar bahtera
Ke muara cinta yang Engkau redhai

Ya Tuhanku, yang Maha Pengasih
Engkau sahaja pemeliharaku
Dengarkan rintihan hambaMu ini
Jangan Engkau biarkan ku sendiri

Agarku bisa bahagia
Walau tanpa bersamanya
Gantikanlah yang hilang
Tumbuhkan yang telah patah
Ku inginkan bahagia
Di dunia dan akhirat
PadaMu Tuhan ku mohon segala

hmm..dan.. thanks to him..
nmpknye die phmmm hahaha~
bijak2..minom susu nespray kot kecik2 dulu beliau..
hahaha~

nak tau tak???

moving on..
haha..
moving on aku bkn cam dak2 sekolah dulu..
dulu pon aku move on cam dak2 skola nye style la..
pk ikot perasaan x pkai akal..
asal nk mrh..kite mrh je..
asal nk sdh..sdh cam pe je..cam dunia nk tamat..
se cam mnde sesimple itu..
tpi now..

moving on..

bg aku..bkn setakat ko ganti kesah lame dgn baru shj dalam sekelip mate..
sbb tu dulu personaliti ubah2..
kejap cam nk cmni..
kejap nk camni,,
x tetap pendirian..
sme ikot swing moood je..

asal rase mrh..ok kite benci..
asal se sdh..kite gv up..tpi otak duk men2 lagi pk..
asal kite se tak puas hati mule nk bls dendam la pe la..
bese la zaman sekola..maseh tercari2 pe kite nak..

tapi now..
dah tue kot..
uih muda lagi pdhl..
20 bru..even x smpai 20 lagi nw..ki3x..
nak gak jdi muda tu..
hahaha..
cme cre pk dah berubh la..
xde la emo je..
emo kejap sdh..
ki3x..
dah leyh pk..
pe yg patut kite wat..

moving on..
teruskan hidup seperti biase..
jdkn mslh sbgai pembngkit semangat..
dan kukuhkn matlamat kite..
x perlu nk png2 pk cne ni??..eyhh cne klo cmtu??..
senye kita x perlu mulakan semuanye semula...
pastu nyesal n png balik..
jadi..
now move on cam bese..
jgn ikot perasaan..

ikot perasaan x bg pe2 kebaikan pon..
bg saye skrg..
jika dah ditakdirkn "A"..
mcm mane pusingnye kesah kite skrg..
kejap "A", kejap "Z"..kejap "C"..
pasti nt kembali ke A..

tpi jika takdir kita bukan "A" tpi "B"
make bukan "A" lah gak..
tpi mse tu mesti kite pon dah menju pade "B"
btol tak..

ape ni??
xphmm?
aku phm jep..
ki3x..

so terus je la hidup mcm biase..
hrpn now jika tkdir kita "A"..
tpi jika tkdir kita "B" sekali pon nt..
pasti itulah yg terbaek tuk kita..

hahaha..

jdi now..fokus je la pe yg ptut..
buat pe nk bsg2 or png2 sal tkdir..
sure tuhan akan lead kite nye nt..
penghujung nya dah pon ade..
cme kite je kne pk n plh jln kite nk pegi ke destinasi tu..
same ade penuh ngn sdh.. atau kegembiraan..
bg saye..saye pilih nk gembire byk pd sdh sehinggala smpai destinasi tu..
jd..gembira la yg sy akan usahakn..
harapan msh ade..x brubh..skit pon x brubh..
tpi biarla mase dan yg kat atas sane yg tentukan..
saya hanye teruskan kehidupan ..
supaye hari2 saya sentiasa heppy..

xsemudah itu nk lupekn semuanye..
x smudah itu nk kite tolak ketepi semuanye..
x semudah itu tuk berhenti berhrp..
tapi biarlah guna akal bkn emosi jepp..
kenape kite nk png2 or sdh2 memanjang..
sdgkn..

stady x beh lagi wei!
berangan nak jadi kaye !
dah tu pe lagi..!
stady la!
esaimen siapkn la!
pe kesusah??
jgn nk pk ke len jep..


hishyh elyana yazmin..
ki3x

selesai sdh..

p/s: nk hlg ngntuk..jd kene bebel kt diri sndri..hahaha..
ki3x.. hidup mesti cerie yep!
('',)y

=o..woaaahhh~

saya mesti kuat..
i must be strong..
saye org kuat..
xde sape lagi kuat dr saye..
saye la plg cerie..
woaaaahhhh..
hebat..
yeah ell..u can do it girl!!..(ayt adham)
harus..mesti..wajib..sunat..
sme2 la..
relaks el..coollll..
hidup mesti cerie!

ok
sudah!.
x memberi kesan sgt pon..

ok sudah!
buat lab report!
tu lah ko wat pe pk..pk keje lagi bek..(ayt feriz)
gile mrh aku dgr die kate..
keje aku jln gak r..!

cish2!

ok tammat..

sudaaaaaaaa

bek saye nk wat keje..nt feriz kate saye x wat keje..
cish!

AkaL fIkiRaN..

someone told me once..
obachan gata i ta..(eyh btol ke aku eja ni wei??)
hahaha...

hidup ni kite perlu ade impian atau we need to have dreams..
then only bru kite work out to achieve that dreams..
tapi dalam perjalanan nk mengejar impian tu..
kdg2..tuhan bg kita macam2 ujian..
sbnrnye sedikit sbyk ujian tu mampu wat kite nilai balik diri kita, ujian itu tanda kita mempunyai peluang untuk memperbaiki diri, dengan adenya ujian tanda tuhan masih sayang pade kita..
cek hezrin kate.."tuhan beri kita kebebasan dalam memilih"..
sbb itu die kur

saye tak tahu nk kate ape..ki3x=)

saye pegi melake..
dengan satu tujuan..
cewahhh..
ade beberape objektif..
tapi objektif utama..
nk jupe cek starlight..
tpi kan saye ckp ade objektif2 len..
ade satu je objektif yg sukses..iaitu jupe pijus tengin..
hahaha..
maaf piju..
aku gurau jep..
lalala..
then objektif yg utama tu cam tercapai la ..jupe tu mmg jupe si starlight..
tpi saye x wat impact yg bgs kot..
make objektif yg len sme x tercapai..
mule2 saye sdh..
now pon sdh snrnye..
tapiii..
hohohohoho..
saye dah bese,,
biarler..
hidup ni cam roda..
5 buln lepas saye hepy..
tpi now sye sdh..
tapi sdh2 pon..
kan kate cam roda..
saye pasti saya akan happy nt..
jadi now..
saye hanye perlu kuatkn semangat..
n doakan..
saye akan heppiiii gileee pasniii..
wahaha..
lagipon kwn2 saye ade,.
x ske diorng mrh..
tpi saye tau mereka syg sye..hahahha

i wish n wish..that..someday..my dreams will come true..lalaala

kepade adek(ce), ajis, ain, nini, piju,arm, sani , mas,ilham,adelin, krys,adam,apis besar, is, sme2 la...wahhhhh aku syg korang..wei2..mane x sbt jgn marah ha!aku x tersebut sape sowh ramai sgt kwn2 aku ki3x..

kepade starlight.. sibuk jerh nk bace..xyh bace la..ki3x..

amiiinn..saye hrp puase n raye thn ni..bg saye semangat bru..ngeh3x~

confusion or unlucky..

hmm.. confuse? unlucky?..mybe both..
i know what i want..but what i want usually hard to get..
i want somethng that not meant for me..
but something that i dun want.. sometimes there..but sometimes they come n go..
cause i dun let them stay..

when i found the one..
the others start coming too..
when the one starts fade..
the others faded too..

starlight hati sayewwww~

hehehe.. i luv this song...
thanks starlight..
soooo sweeetttttttttt..

Semua tahu kamu cantik
Semua tahu kau menarik
Kau bidadari terhebat
Membuat cintaku makin kuat

Kadangkala ku cemburu buta
Saat ramai mata terpesona
Terlebih saat ku mahu pergi
Di saat itu kau ada di sini

Chorus
Please please please
Kamu jangan nakal
Ku pergi sebentar
Bukan untuk curang
Please please please
Kamu jangan nakal
Nanti aku datang
Bawa yang kau pesan

Diriku untukmu

Semua tahu kau milikku
Semua tahu ku cintamu
Ada pun yang memandangku
Betapa beruntungnya aku

Kadangkala ku cemburu buta
Saat ramai mata terpesona
Terlebih saat ku mahu pergi
Di saat itu kau ada di sini

Ulang Chorus

Bukan aku terlalu
Mengawal sikapmu
Ku hanya terlalu
Terlalu sayangi kamu
Ampunkan aku terlebih-lebih
Jagakan kamu
Ku cintamu
Kau cintaku

Ulang Chorus 3X

Diriku untukmu
Diriku untukmu

aliff oiam-jangan nakal!


sayeeewwww sgttt ki3x..
hopee...dreams do come true..
thanks..my starlight~

gossipp VS starlight..???

hohoho..
ape ke merepek daaa..
aku ngn tut.........
noo..!!!
tpi aku phm je if nape perkare ni jadi isuuuuu..
yela kan..haihhh..
aku lak sme pon lynnnnnnn jeeeeeee..
kawan je ponn relakzz sudepp..
tpi not lyn more than frens kk..ngn speciall cre aku len sgt222222...
sayeww dah ade starlight..im not looking for any other starlight..
well..a bit takut starlight hilang..
actually bukan a bit la..
mybe if hlg starlight ni..2 thn akan dtg bru jpe starlight len.. xmauu=(
ingt sng nk cri starligt heh??
do you think its easy to replace something that is already perfect for me..

• finish degree-mech engine (automotif)
  
• baek!
• setie
• matured yg ok..not too childish..nott too matured..
• he's cute!
• im his angel..he said that ok! not mee=p
• keimanan yg ok-certain laki sgt dasttt..uishh
• he wants what i want..-same mind level about certain stuffs
• independent-can surviveee
• so00 sweet cam guleee -only with me..=p
  

the one main reason is...

• he wishes things that i really wish for in my future..
  

i dun think that this can be easily beat by others..
its very hard to replace a starlight that i had choose..
kalau kite nak pilih permata dlm kace..
kite dah amek usehe yg sgttttt la byk ..tgn drh2..snggup amek risiko..
bile dah dpt permate tu..
ko rase aku nk sng2 je ke gi search balik dlm kace tu nk cri permate laen..
nak2 kalo aku dah rase permate tu perfect tuk akuu..
its not that easy..
if aku rase permate tu bukan tuk aku..
ko ingt aku leyh terus rush2 gi cri dlm timbunan kace tu balik ke..
sakett wooo..
it takes timeee lerrr..
soooo..

dun judge me tooo early..
but x slh pon kalo org pk gtu..
just renung2kn lerrr..
do you really know sape elyanayazmin nii..
n do you know how to differentiate the way i treat special person in my life compared to my frenz??

muchh22222 better than i treat my frenzz la..but aku lyn kwn aku cam adek beradek pee..ok la kan..=p

now special tol2 xdeee..
starlight is just something yg blom tentu future nye..
we are just frens at the moment..
tpiii..
but he is an option which i dun wanna let goo..
if i coulf..
just one word asking me to stay..ill make him the most special personnn in my life..
mr starlight~
tpiii lmbt lagy jd special pon takpe..
bru 20..sape kte aku nk ade hubungn perkapalan tu..
just a promise to wait sdh..
beh stadyy luuu..ngam2 die stable his life..
then we see la what god arrange for my future..
i just wait..
although there tons of fish in the sea..
i will test the sea first..
ngeh3x..

sankiuu mr starlight..we gonna keep movin on n see what life have for us..
what ever it is in the future..i dun regret knowing you n make you a starlight..
all i wanna say is..just pray for the best~

p/s: comparison is easily done once you had a taste of perfection~

5 a.m =)

its 5 a.m in the morning..when i started typing diz etri..nothing much to say..just i couldnt sleep..
which annoys me aaaa LOOOTTT..huhu..
im suppose to have SHE101-Hubungan Etnik early 9.a.m later..sooo..if i sleep..i might over slept ..so i decided not to sleep for today..
I cant sleep..a lot of things in my head..n it annoys me the most when i kept thinking of it..its like a rotation of events thats in the past,future n now..
head to be 20's where need to be thinking most of the time..
why cant i just be a baby or what..??
damn..suddenly my eyes starts to feel sleepy..
i think i should go to bed..but need to iron my baju kurung for tomorrow..
oooo..sleepy eyes..please wake up~

saham??

damn!..
aku tak tau nk kte aku mrh ke tak..
x mrh..
tpiii..
ape ek yg aku rase ni..
alahhhhh...

haih..
aku dah ler tkde

Semakin Menarik!!..wahhh. hebat..WOW.=0

huhu..sem ni mcm makin menarik..walaupun keje bertimbun2..namun dgn adenye rakan2 yg sempoi lagi keanak2kan.. hidup semakin terhibur..tiap2 minggu ade je aktiviti..lalallala~..
ha! tak lupe gak ngn junior2 yg uih..mesraaaa..huhuhu..bgs..inilah yg kita mahukan..generasi yg happy gooo lucky..

now ptg2..dpn rumah u..cam port tmpt dak farmasi lepak..lalalla..
penuh sungguh area itu dgn bakal2 pemegang lesen farmasi..
dulu kami batch 2008/2009 je yg duk lepak ctu..nowwww..wahhh..
ade lak batch bwh kami..lagi la meriah..hahaha..ceh..pdhl tego pon sket2 je..lalalla..

ape aku merepek ni??
actually aku tgl sowang2 ni kt umah..
busannnn..
sme pon kuar..
starlight kuar (bz x dpt msg..die kol kejap je..)..
adelin n krys kuar..=(
wahhh..rumah ini aku yg punya..hohohoho..

arini..aku bace blog apiz besar..
ki3x..
jadi care aku taip ni pon dah cam gaye die..
hahahha..
antare penceria di ict beliau ni..

aduiii...
penatnyeee
xtau nk tulis pe dah..
busannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

keje byk tpi maleh buat...
adeyh,.

macam mane ini??

sem ni nk target 4.0 lah..
hahahahahhahahaha..
ayh aku kte..kalo dpt 4.0 die beli kete..
cis..tau2 je aku tkkn dpt..tu berani jnji...
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

sedeyh =(

hahahhaa..pdhl x sdh pon..
xkesa....
hidup mcm bese sdh..
x stress..
lalallala...

walaupon aku png ngn byk perkare..
tpiii...aku ade kwn2 serta keluarge..yg sentiase ade je leyh ceriekan akuuu
yehuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

jadi..sem ni..insyaAllah semua akn OK!

saye berdoa..
semua sentiase gumbireeee
saye juga berdoa..
saye tak perlu cari starlight laenn..
saye juge berdoa..walao x dpt 4.0..ayh saye nt belikan saye kete..
saye nak ronda2! bersame kwn2 tercintus..
saye mahu kereta manual ya anak2..sbbbbbb...
saye x mau kmhrn manual yg pernah saye belajar lapuk di telan autooo..ki3x
arghh..aku dah merepek..

stoppp..!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sekian..

ki3x~

life is not easy as it seems~

diz sem..im taking..

biochemistry
physical pharmacy
medicinal chemistry
dosage form
hubungan etnik
pharmacy management
antimicrobial therapy

interesting subjects but un fortunately..
almost every subjects..have its own assignments..

biochemistry -
forever with the tonnes of lab reports to be done..n the worst part is!.. the counterpart from USM.. Dr.Suzilawati..is damn strict about marking our course work..(think about it i didnt do my lab report yet..DAMN!)..what im worried now is Pn Ariesma seems tak larat already to teach as she is pregnant now..hmm pity her lorr..so thats why i attend her class this sem =p..

physical pharmacy-
pity our lecturer Mr amir which afraid to gives us lecture due to our passiveness(which indeed not true at all coz he never saw us during cik hezrin class..i bet he wont have a chance to talk..ki3x)..however..physical pharm is also a subject which involve alot of labs (i hate labs...i need to where shoes..waaaa)

medicinal chemistry-
wohoooo..our lecturer..Mr Belal Omar Al Najjar..ki3x..he's cute..tettt!! dun get me wrong..ki3x..
its just during first year i thought he was the student from Arab that will be studying with us..but it turns out he is our lecturer n the student was mahmoud..haih..$#^%$&%^.. diz misunderstanding happened bec..Mr Belal is small in size n have baby face..so ..im sorry mr belal..ki3x..but..uik.get to the point back! well medicinal chemistry is tough..labs, heavy notes, projects n research..which when we need to do research paper..it means.. a hell of works to be done..hah!! but i finally got my title..my group members Adelin,syafuan and Adham had agreed to stude about the discovery and development of METHADONE.. methadone is a narcotic analgesic drug..its kind of a morphine..the best part..it can be addictive but it also can help to solve the problems of patient which addict to Heroin (Diamorphine)..wooo! i talk like a student of pharmacy at last..if not i wont know a damn about drugs..even i dun noe the dose for panadol..hahaha~

dosage form..
waaaaaaaa!! we dun have lecturer too teach us..our counterpart from USM had come..but our own lecturer are not here with us now..we didnt start an inch at all..damn..its an important subject..we even have practical exams..the college seems not doing anything about it..i hope by the end of this week we can have our lectures for dosage form..its not a mickey mouse subject.
hmmphh..(cam la pegi kelas sgt if ade kelas pon..ki3x)

hubungan etnik-
SHE 101..interesting subject..but wrong timing,.,it increase the load of work for us..proposal, report,video presentation,

ama! aku dah jwb tag hang~

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
= what goes around, comes arou..but if i really do love him..sdh gak..but lntk la..ade yg lebeyh baek untuk daku..xde jdh la tu~ki3x


2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
= being rich,being a wife to daniel wuu?? naaa..just hope that can live hepily ever after~


3. Whose butt would you like to kick?
= xde sape2..x ske gado2 ni..x ayu..kahkahkah~


4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
= set up a buisness n make more billion dollars n than make a living out of it~


5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
= hmm so far nope~


6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
= dunno..loving someone is kind of tough..so..i guess loving someone la kot ptt di blessed..ki3x~


7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
= enth depends..smpai lebam kot..ki3x..waited b4..3-4 yrs..last2 nothing..but i dun have someone that i love now..so how??


8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
= cari laen da..wat pe rebut2..unless die jdh aku but till then let him be~


9. If you like to act with someone, who will it be? Your gf/bf or an actress/actor?
= actor la..bf pon xdak=p


10. What takes you down the fastest?
= bile tkde mknn..ki3x~


11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
= erm..bmw,honda accord kt garage umah..with happy family~


12. What’s your fear?
= enth..takut pe eyh? x kawen kot..hahahahaha~


13.What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
= ama?? enth gile2 kot~

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
=aku xmo due2..aku nk option ni..rich n married happy~


15. What’s the first thing you do when you wake up?
= gi bilik air gosok gigi..~

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
= depends on the guy lor..but still menurut syarak ok..no touching2..ki3x~


17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
= boleh ke 2 org dlm satu mase?? nope i dun think it will ever happen..love just for one la kan..~


18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing someone has done?
= forgive but not forget..just being aware~

19. Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
= hmmm...sometimes nk single..sometimes nk relationship..dunno just wait~


20. List 20 people to tag:
= sat r..ki3x..nk pi mkn~

seriusly boring =l

well..first day in penang...hmmm
speechless tul la..
nothing interesting lak..
well kelas esok dah start..
which will be more difficult from last semester..
duit byk beh kt yuran..
well byk la gak beh kt tmpt len...
haih..why ha??
dah tu busan lak..
balik pulau...
gile bosan aku balik cni..xde pe pon..
well as time goes nt dah lepak ngn member...hlg la busan..
terpk lak cne aku survive tmpt yg busan cni..
start stady nt ok la kot..adeyh...
enthlah..
arghhhhh....
busannnnnnyewwwwwwwwwwwww
nk buat pe pon tak tau..
dah bese keje..se cam brg xde mende nk wat..
nk start blaja pon cam alahai...malas thp dewa dah..
aduiii..

nk ikut dak2 ni kuar td..family aku ade lagi..tkkn nk tgl lak kan..
haih...
hope tomorrow gonna be better lak..
kalo x mati busan aku cni..
otak..sile berfungsi..coz kelas dah start esok!!!!